3rd Time’s A Charm
Chemo treatment #3 is tomorrow, and for some reason I feel like this one will be the true indicator of how I’ll do with the remaining 3. The first round took my hair, the second took a little energy, but neither have lived up to their potential as far as nasty side-effects. I’ve had a number of people suggest that I feel free to write about the bad days, the low moments, my fears and my concerns. The problem with that is that since I’ve started chemo, I haven’t had many. I went through plenty of Kleenex boxes when I was first diagnosed, but since then, my cancer and I have an understanding. As long as it goes quietly, I won’t harbor any resentment. I’ve explained to the cancer that it can’t outlive me, so what’s the use in putting up a big fight?
To be honest, I sometimes feel like I’m not representing the plight of cancer patients well enough because my life hasn’t been turned completely upside down…yet. I even asked my wife the other night if she thought we might be in denial. I didn’t plan on my question keeping her up until 3am, but even after all that thought, she still didn’t think we were in fantasyland. She’s a psychologist with a Ph.D, so I believe her, I just don’t appreciate being billed for the 4 hours that she tossed and turned…
So tomorrow it’s back to the treatment room to fill me with more Windex, Prestone, WD40 and lighter fluid. (I can’t remember the exact chemicals in my chemo, but I think that’s correct.)
Hopefully, as with the first two, it knows how to kick the cancer’s butt without kicking mine.
July 18th, 2008 at 7:49 am
You are an amazing inspiration to all of us, Scott. I was going to wish you luck with your treatment today, but luck, obviously, is not what is getting you through this so well…it is God. As always, you are in my prayers.
July 18th, 2008 at 8:22 am
Hi Scott,
Melissa and I were glad to see you and Fran out and about last night.
It is truly remarkable that the night before your next Chemo treatment you were comforting another mutual friend’s family during their time of need.
Actually it not that surprising because that is who you are and what you do!!!
You have a kind heart and lots to share with the World.
Just wanted to let you know that this morning I walked 6 miles while praying in gratitude for your good health!!! On your behalf, I gave 20,000 of my heartbeats to the World Gratitude Heartbeat Counter to make the World a better place.
Wishing you and your family the very best.
July 18th, 2008 at 12:13 pm
Scott,
I listen to you every morning (ever since I arrived in Florida in 1996). I must have been on a different planet for a while, I only recently found out about your cancer. I just wanted to add my voice to the many that are wishing you and your family the best. And I have no doubt you will have the best. I myself am a cancer survivor of 5 years. Yes, I agree hearing the C word was devastating, but then my family all pulled together and we all got through this. If someone asks what is most important to you, of course the only answer is “family”. I have listened to you speak with such joy and love of family-life and fatherhood. This is your anchor, this is what will make the difference for you. You will be in my thoughts!
July 19th, 2008 at 11:29 am
Scott,
Hi! This is your big sis - your chemical companion, who is inspired by your words as much as your audience is. I’m in the scarey 1st round, and everyday, I’m looking to see if it will be different, but so far, true to your words, it’s letting me do what I always do, but I just tire faster. You bring me joy and hope everytime I talk to you, and I’m also hoping that by us going through this together, we can be the pillow to cushion anything that goes contrary to our expectations. Love you more than words can say. Terry
July 20th, 2008 at 3:17 pm
Scott
I am glad to see that you are doing so well. Your positive attitude and the prayers and support of your family and friends will see you through all of this.
Hugs! Karen
July 21st, 2008 at 1:22 pm
We think of you both each night in our prayers.
Looking forward to many good laughs in the future
July 21st, 2008 at 7:47 pm
I felt the same way (about the world not being turned upside down)almost a little guilty too when I did the chemo thing last year with breast cancer. That’s ok. Surprisingly I got a lot of comments from people on “how much strength” I showed by working and continuing with life as best I could. I NEEDED to keep things normal so I didn’t think about being sick. It all worked out and it will for you too. Keep the positive attitude my friend, it goes a LONG way.
July 22nd, 2008 at 1:38 pm
Dear Scott, You are truly amazing. Even though I have never met you; your humor and candid writing on how you are handling all of this totally amazes me. You are more of an inspiration than my own family (what can I say?). It is not the number of years we spend, but how we spend it. You are an inspiration for many people. I absolutely love your show in the morning. I have turned my boyfriend (who used to watch the news - all bad stuff) to listen to your light hearted stuff by you, Erica & Jay. You should know that you make a difference in people’s lives. You make us laugh and I am so glad to be able to connect with you each morning. I wish the best for you and your family. Keep laughing & connecting……
July 23rd, 2008 at 7:09 am
Scott,
I think the cancer is running like hell to get away from you and it is because of your attitude. Not many of us could have that kind of attitude especially with eating nothing but chicken and aspagrass (sp)LOL. Go kick ass Scott! We will celebrate you during this and with you after!
August 11th, 2008 at 3:06 pm
Hi Scott!! Susie forwards me Jo’s updates. Glad to hear the cancer is AWOL. Take care. Keep up the great attitude.